Another day, put on another face
I'm a shell of what I've been
Blood and bone trapped in skin
At night I used to fall asleep
Now I only fall apart
Is this darkness coming for me or from me
Oh, what a time to be alive
I'm alone just like I wished
But deep down I just wanted to be missed
I'm an exposed nerve
That no one deserves
Stability is something I cannot preserve
Do not judge me by the happiness I feign
But by this life that is my bane
At night I used to fall asleep
Now I only fall apart
Is this darkness coming for me or from me
Oh, what a time to be alive
I'm alone just like I wished
But deep down I just wanted to be missed
It's getting worse
The days are doused
I'm treating death like a lighthouse
So I can feel the sorrow slowly soak in my bones
Have you ever waited for yourself to come home
'Cause it's clear to me this body is a black hole
Taking all it's time, it's tax, and all of its toll
At night I used to fall asleep
Now I only fall apart
Is this darkness coming for me or from me
Oh, what a time to be alive
I'm alone just like I wished
But deep down I just wanted to be missed
It's 4 a.m. again
I should be laying in my bed
This body needs some rest
Where is my head
This body needs some rest