Rose Gold infinity

I woke up angry again
I dreamt that everyone I love
Had left me for dead
If I couldn't fix myself
What makes you think that you can?
What makes you think there's a chance?
I'm destined a disaster
Sorry, I can't stay
I'm doing what's best for me
Can't keep it together, despite all my efforts
Sorry, I can't stay
Its not that I don't want to
I just can't carry you
You gave me your word
You said you'd give me room to breathe
I can't be needed, at least not now
I'm not as strong as we'd like for me to be
It's not about who won or who got the upper hand
I just hope you understand that
Lost time is never found
Sorry, I can't stay
I'm doing what's best for me
Can't keep it together, despite all my efforts
Sorry, I can't stay
But I'm in no place to say
But maybe I'll be back someday
I just need some space