now it's been so many years
I wish I could say honestly
gravity don't pull me
that feeling coming through my body
a train under my feet
that's hurtling beneath me
and the worst way I ever felt
was from this same boy that I still miss
'cause I messed it up
and it broke my heart
and the worst things I ever did
was to this same boy I couldn't help it
I messed things up
and it broke my heart
now it's been so long I honestly
wish I could see clearly
but the memory still hurts me
if I feel it in the morning
a gentle street that's bustling
underneath my open window
but the worst way...
...and I broke his heart
so I bite my lip and I hold my tongue
and I wait for the pain to be gone
but some days I still let you back in
so I bite my lip and I hold my tongue
and I wait for the pain to be gone
but some days I still let it back in
but the worst way...