Rufus Rex miss me to death

This house now stands hollow
Darkened halls sit empty
No footsteps on the floorboards
Now that I’m a memory
I tried to change our fate
But still the great beyond awaits
Is this my final chapter
Exiled to the mire
Forgotten purgatory
Void of angels and choirs
I tried to seal Death’s door
But despair was all there was in store
I hope you miss me to death
I hope you miss me to death
In peace I can’t rest
One answer still eludes me
Was I the hero
Or was I the villain
I guess now only time will tell
Wallpaper torn and peeling
Cobwebs choke the corners
Desiccation sets in
The vermin are my mourners
I tried to change our fate
But still the great beyond awaits
Heaven turned a blind eye
For the rules I defied
Banished to a torment
Of my own dreadful design
I tried to seal Death’s door
But despair was all there was in store
I hope you miss me to death
I hope you miss me to death
In peace I can’t rest
One answer still eludes me
Was I the hero
Or was I the villain
Was I the hero
Or was I the villain
I guess now only time will tell