Pouring over these pages
Searching for an answer to a question
I never even wanted to ask
But the fact remains
Youâre gone and never looking back
Doesnât matter much
Cause Iâm looking down anyways
My headâs quite heavy these days
Weighed down by an honest
Lack of understanding
I gave you everything I had
You gave me nothing back
Iâm pulling out my hair
And planting all the roots
Touch the sun for me baby
(Get warm and burn out)
My spine is broken
Bent over backwards
One too many times
It was never enough
And if you could fill these bags under my eyes
What would you put in them?
Once again youâve got
Nothing left to give
So Iâve limped my way into a corner
And Iâm bleeding miserably
Hand me another bandage will ya?
So much time spent chasing ghosts
My life is haunted
So fucking haunted
I wonât let you see me like this
So close your eyes and just walk away
Your eyes betray
what your lips wonât say
Agony the world will never see
All Iâm losing is me