Ruud Jolie out of reach

Grey, an unnoticed color, hard to discover
Dust covered white, everything's so clear
I, I'm still a stranger who looks for the
danger of staying behind and disappear.
When tomorrow is over,
look over your shoulder
Snow covered black, this is so surreal
I, I feel disconnected, ignored and rejected
the air takes a hold of my screams
You're not alone, I came home
to this silence that I fought on my own
but I have learned to look colder
I need to sleep and so does she
I don't know what you have given to me
but I have never felt so out of reach.
Once I have discovered it's hard to recover
don't bring me down I have more to give
Me and my suspicions my fears,
my ambitions.
Keep you from taking my place.
You're not alone, I came home
to this silence that I fought on my own
but I have learned to look colder
I need to sleep and so does she
I don't know what you have given to me
but I have never felt so out of reach.
This is not who I wanted to be.