Sad Blood thirty

I've been brushed aside
crushed and denied
I remember your short hair
They always have short hair
I just want to walk hand in hand
with someone through this city
Have you ever been so tired
you think you're going to cry
And you do
Why would anybody love me
I'm old, sad and ugly
I loved you, now I miss you.
I no longer get to kiss you
I pretend I do