Saro two suns

Reckless abandonment has brought me to my knees
A nonbeliever I've forgotten how to be
Don't wallow in puddles of spit (?)
How hollow can someone get
Not who I used to be
I'm not I
There ain't nothin' left of me
Not who I used to be
I'm not I
I am an empty slate, I'm turning a new leaf
Do not resuscitate 'cause I could use the sleep
Don't wallow in puddles of spit
How hollow can someone get
Not who I used to be
I'm not I
There ain't nothin' left of me
Not who I used to be
I'm not I
Today my last mistake
Gates are never opening anyway
Ever is over
I'll never hear the end
Hear the end
Not who I used to be
I'm not I
There ain't nothin' left of me
Not who I used to be
I'm not I