Saving the Dying Hope deranged

The voices in my head
Every night they sing me to sleep
The song of despair
A storm is raging on
I'm an empty vessel lost at sea,
I'm a wreck and it's pulling me under
Help me pull myself together
I wish I knew better than wanting to go
Back to the person that I used to be.
(to the person that I used to be)
I need the remedy to this disease that you left me.
I need to get some sleep.
Is this what I have become
Sailing into the sea of uncertainty
I am lost and losing hope
Walking through the path of remedy
You're a sickness that can't be cured
I became an outlier
Seeking to find myself
I've lost everything and left with my illest of thoughts
A result of a broken reflection and now I'm lost
How do I save myself?
Hope is fading; Am I worth saving?
How do I save myself?
Hope is fading; Am I worth saving?
This is a war I cannot win, this is a war within me
This is a constant battle with myself
These scars, a reminder not to forget
And not to lose sight of who I am
Trying to forget all the regret
Trying to forgive myself and carry on
Let me be at ease
Let me be at peace
Let me pass the point of no return
Into an empty space
A singularity
Into the event horizon.
Where there can be no distress
The only thing that I would cheat on to is death.