Scared of Bums we never give up

(I don't know what the answer of all the question
Whitch'is stuck in myhead
Try to understand it but why I always failed to realize
Day by day I do the same oldshit and I'm bored
Try to run n hide
But I couldn't fine a reason enough to realize n fuck'up
Trying to ignore n close my eyes
Wish I can get a different things, but I'm so scared to getting up
Because the same thing will fill my time to past every single day
Wake'up
Never give'up
I have to live my live
(Reff)
Can someone tell me
What is going on
I don't event know
What the hell to thing or to do