Scott Lanaway sit and wonder

uhh sometimes i sit and wonder
yeah homie sit and wonder
i spark a blunt up and forget about the stress im under
never to late to change the life youve kept like rolling thunder
just waiting on my number
you'll hear about me soon
sometimes i sit and wonder
yeah homie sit and wonder
i spark a blunt up and forget about the stress im under
never to late to change the life youve kept like rolling thunder
just waiting on my number
you'll hear about me soon
alot up on my mind
roll blunts to get me high
i try to keep my cool
this life aint but a lie
reborn like butterflies
told that i can never fly
mad at this world then
still you wonder why?
maybe you missed a line let em think that im feeling fine
but deep inside my eyes something you can never see
inside my soul everyday i feel is drowning me
trying to stop me from being what im supposed to be
tell them im still here with heaven close to me
the children of the sun
steady holding heat
just gotta keep the truth everytime i speak
my mind is never weak tell em that i never sleep
stay up for weeks killing beats because the truth is yours
for yall to keep just close your eyes and let your mind see
because this world could be gone up in a heartbeat so live your life and get yours
sometimes i sit and wonder
yeah homie sit and wonder
i spark a blunt up and forget about the stress im under
never to late to change the life youve kept like rolling thunder
just waiting on my number
you'll hear about me soon
sometimes i sit and wonder
yeah homie sit and wonder
i spark a blunt up and forget about the stress im under
never to late to change the life youve kept like rolling thunder
just waiting on my number
you'll hear about me soon
tell then catch me like a memory and throw
tell them to talk to me now soon as i touch down im taking off and they gonna miss me
and fuck all the people that diss me
im up in clouds smoking swishin keepin busy
dont ever get me dont even hear it, dont even sweat it, wont ever keep me from the place im headed
i keep proceding towards the direction of the ceiling
sky is all i think about
laugh with this feeling.
am i alone?
fuck it i guess so
im sparking up blunts to try and help let go
and hip hop is the way i under go
roll over to my heart to keep a chest full of smoke like Van Gogh and i quote
the sadness will last forever as he laid there dying holding himself together with a campus full of paintbrushed on by feathers
guess what im trying to say is
i spend my life on these letters because even a beautiful mind dont last forever.
even a beautiful mind dont.
dont last forever.
ever.lifes forever.
losing my mind
losing my mind
losing my mind