So inaccurate, so mistaken and so blind (I'm lashing out)
I can see past the reflections of my deeds
Finally come to terms, engage in sanity
And breathe in the freshest air
And I'm becoming calmer, day by day
Embracing purpose to redesign again
We evolve into a state of higher beings to transcend
All expression will explain the solid structure built within
Whatever happened to strife? Whatever happened tounderstanding?
The answer lay inside all along, but I'm alive somehow
A newer path is unfolding now
So, I'm taking steps to relax
My mind can rest from exposure to stresses
And I can finally get back on track
Weakness is no longer a factor
While learning to react
Douse my regrets in forgetfulness
And begin to pick up slack
Maintain a distance from a haunted dream
Lock into a new goal and rediscover what purpose means
A tattered plane, resolved and clean
Understanding, repurposing
Order remains evasive, to say the least
Yet I've wandered long enough to recognize defeat
Closure explains creation of clearer skies
Obtaining the truth inside
Disappointment is merely a rhythm involved in the creative process
Filter all emotion, re-examine and discard of the excess
I'd rather move on than writhe in nonsense
Adequately equipped in consequence
Order remains evasive, to say the least
Yet I've wandered long enough to recognize defeat
Closure explains creation of clearer skies
Obtaining the truth inside
I washed away a part of my reflection
Just to see clearly what I must decide
Somewhere within me I found a new direction
When I viewed myself with unbiased eyes
I'm sick of waiting