Seduce the Heaven this war called home

I CANNOT FIND
A WAY TO FIGURE OUT
WHERE I AM.
SEEMS JUST LIKE HOME
BUT FEELS LIKE A STORM
A COLD SO FREEZING.
I’VE BEEN TRYING, CRYING.
I’VE BEEN A LIAR, I’VE BEEN A FOOL
BUT I ALWAYS TRIED
TO BUILD AROUND ME
A WORLD SO TIGHT
AND SWIMM AGAINST AN EMERGING FLOOD.
I SHUT MY EYES
BELIEVE IN SOMETHING
I REALIZE IS MADE OF NOTHING
I KNOW IT’S TIME
TO LEAVE BEHIND ME
THIS WAR CALLED HOME.
HOW CRYSTAL-CLEAR
THE RAIN IS WHISPERING
HER SONG TO KEEP ME AWAY FROM TEARS.
I FEEL I LONG
TO RUN FURTHER FROM
ALL OF THESE WASTED YEARS.
I’VE BEEN WAITING, ACHING.
I’VE BEEN A LIAR, I’VE BEEN A FOOL
BUT I ALWAYS TRIED
TO BUILD AROUND ME
A WORLD SO TIGHT
AND SWIMM AGAINST AN EMERGING FLOOD.
I SHUT MY EYES
BELIEVE IN SOMETHING
I REALIZE IS MADE OF NOTHING
I KNOW IT’S TIME
TO LEAVE BEHIND ME
THIS WAR CALLED HOME.