Seeking A Drop the last time

The last time we talked
you sang me a song
it froze me like the winter
inside my bones
and it's so damn cold
I smoked that cigarette
just to keep my heart warm
The last time we talked
we both cried a lot
was it a reflex?
could we face the loss
being at the top
of a foggy mountain
without seeing all our faults?
The last time we talked
our thoughts were so close
as in a one man motor racing
we won the first
and the only award
I'm tightening my teeth
I'm not going to sleep
it's 6 A.m.
but I won't regret
This night I spent,all alone,writing songs
just to let you know
that I will be there,like a cancer,you can fight it back
but it just belongs to you
As I belong to you
And if the sun won't shine
admiring those green eyes
The clouds up above
will be the light you used to know
And if you'll ever need a friend
I can choke my heart again
Till I'll be able to hear your soul rest