Sentenced broken

I have come a long way where I started from
But I'm still not even close to where I'm going
(and now) I can no longer see the shine
That has been lighting up my way
I cannot feel it's glowing
The fire in my heart is dying
And the zeal I had is gone
This path that I've chosen's a rocky one
Long, hard and frozen it has become
Each turn that I've taken on the way
Has only led me back to Hell
I am dying down growing weaker now
It could seem that I'm doing fine
But I'm broken to little pieces deep inside
Why did I ever choose to go this way
The question I keep asking myself all the time
I guess it was my instinct for self-destruction
That pointed me down this way
The fire in my eyes is dying
And the dream I had is gone
This path that I've chosen's a rocky one
Long, hard and frozen it has become
Each turn that I've taken on the way
Has only led me back to Hell
I am dying down growing weaker now
It could seem that I'm doing fine
But I'm broken to little pieces deep inside