Sharks In Your Mouth forgive

I'm trapped in my own lies
And I'm trying to do the right
I can't pretend that you're still here
Nothing can fill this hole inside of me
I feel like you deserve someone better than me
I hate what I put you trhought
And this hurts intensely when I breathe
I wish I could go back and change
what I did wrong
You know, I am strong but I can't forgive myself for what I've done
And I know this is the last time that I'm looking in your eyes
It's hard to say goodbye
Those feelings makes me feel dead inside
Just promise me that you won't forget all the smiles and how we met
I have to let you go, you will never see my face again
There's no turning back
I missed my second chance
And I deserve the pain, the tears, the scars the demons of regret
Just promise me that you won't forget
And In sorrow, I'm begging you to forgive me.
Can't you see I am on my knees I'm begging you to come back to me