Shelf Life
sinking just right
Scared of feeling okay
Scared of all those yesterdays
She said Iâm living backwards
In the before not the after
Spend half the day in physical pain
The other half in self blame
Does everybody hate me
Just a little little little bit
Just enough to make me sick
Iâll find a swimming pool
Iâll find a cinderblock
Iâll find a tightrope
Iâll hold my breath just right
Iâll be sinking just right