I am barely alive
I am barely alive
This time it's happening
Just a little bit too fast
It'd better be worth every ounce of pain you put me through
This girl I see in front of me
With (scars?) of steel
And broken dreams
I am barely alive
This girl I feel
With a shattered heart
Cripples my life
She cripples my soul
Never makes we want to start
Never makes we want to start again
She lets me start to feel
The last thing I ever have and wanted to be
She lets me start to feel
The last thing I ever really attempted to be
I am barely alive
She lets me chose how to wrench it all out
Every piece of my dirty consciousness
She makes me wanna die
With the full moon of her filthy life in my eyes
In my eyes
And what you see is what she made me
Half a man with one foot in the grave
What you see is what she made me
Half the (?) with my foot stuck in the grave
I am barely alive
I am barely alive
I am barely alive