Cant´t say I´m proud of things I have
said and done
I can´t recognize
the man I have become
the shame and regret
is all I can feel
when my world is crashing
in blink of an eye
But it´s all the same
I am the one to blame
guess I should be brave
and prepare myself…
To live this life alone
at least I´m not afraid
to live this life alone
I have lost the ability
to love myself again
what a walking
piece of shit
my god, how I
fucking hate myself
Lone gone are those days
when I felt good at heart
I used to stand in light
now it´s raining all the time
I don´t even have courage to end this pain
with one way solution
But it´s all the same
I am the one to blame
guess I should be brave
and prepare myself…
To live this life alone
at least I´m not afraid
to live this life alone
I have lost the ability
to love myself again
what a walking
piece of shit
my god, how I
fucking hate myself