Silent Season without you

I can't just let this go...
What can I say about everything,
I made a mess with the thoughts I bring,
but I have never felt this before.
Did I make it all up deep within my mind that she's the one I was meant to find,
could someone please just let me know.
What will I do without you here?
You're the one thing that I knew was real.
If I could go back to the start,
I would never let us fall apart.
How can I make this alright again?
I force my words but I don't pretend,
about the things that should be unsaid.
So now I write in this open book,
a chapter that gave me a look at how she made me who I am.
What will I do without you here?
You're the one thing that I knew was real.
If I could go back to the start,
I would never let us fall apart.
I'm falling further from the things I can't change.
I want to let her know that I won't let go.
Just don't deny to me that you can't take this slow.
Let her know and I won't let go.
Just don't deny to me that you can let this go...
She's my addiction, there's no need for conviction over how this is meant to be.