Sinch to die in fall

Sustaining life is meaningless
Complacent hearts collapse in stride
We cannot know, we cannot
Call out for help, out for a way in
And I forget just why I lay here
To rise and bleed and die in fall
Preserving fear, deserving fear the satellite
The satellite collapses hard controls my friends
The weather man predicts the end
And I forget just why I lay here emotionless
To rise and bleed and die in fall
And I need to push you so far away
'Cause I want to do to you
What I have always longed to do
'Cause it's been so long since we spoke
And I keep pushing away but you knew exactly
Who I wanted you to be, lazurus born from a stain
Lie down and take the truth is ugly
Such a waste of energy and such a waste of time
Your such a waste
Such a waste of energy and such a waste of time
Your such a waste
Well I forget just why I lay here emotionless
To rise and bleed and die
To rise and bleed and die in fall