Sinch to die in fall live

Sustaining life is meaningless
Complacent hearts collapse in stride
We cannot know we cannot call out for help
Out for a way in
And I forget just why I lay here
To rise and bleed and die in fall
Preserving fear
Deserving fear
The satellite
The satellite collapses hard
Controls my friends
The weatherman predicts the end
And I forgot just why I lay emotionless
To rise and bleed and die in fall
And I need to push you so far away
'Cause I want to do to you what I've always longed to do
'Cause it's been so long since we spoke
And I keep pushing away
But you know exactly who I wanted you to be
Lazarus, born from a stain
Lie down and take the truth is ugly
Such a waste of energy
And such a waste of my time
You're such a waste, you're such a waste
You're such a waste, you're such a waste
And I forget just why I lay emotionless
To rise and bleed and die and
To rise and bleed and die in fall