Sinsemilia la nausee

I'm sorry but this evening I skipped
I turned off the light, locked the door
I'm absent due to nausea
No longer the strength to play it smiling
I felt her arrive as if she had never left me
I know her, she knows me
Companion of so many of my nights without me never invited
Tonight I couldn't resist him
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Nausea rises in me and makes me want to let go of everything
My ears hear, my eyes see, here she is provoked
These horrors which are realities have given birth to her again
Nausea takes back power
Nausea takes back power
Tonight I would like to be deaf so as not to hear
Stupid, not to understand
Silence my senses so as not to feel
Run from her, I want her to let me sleep
I I felt it coming as if she had never left me
I know her, she knows me
Companion of so many of my nights without me ever inviting her
Tonight I couldn't resist her
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Tonight I let myself go, tonight I let her win
But I know that tomorrow I will get up again ,
I love life too much to let myself sink
Still so much to see, so much to show
Still too much love to receive, so much love to give