Sivu particles

(Verse)
I'm never gonna stay locked in your mind
Couldn't feel your bones(?) when diving down your spine
Only didn't read(?) at the tip of your tongue
I fall into a pile into the wave that you've spun(?)
(Chorus)
I've been so scared of growin' up
But I'd rather not than be a slave to you
I'm more than something you can ?
Won't let you down if you ask not to
Consolidate and then eradicate me
Not used to want to live, I want to live now
And I got nothing more, nothing more to give
(Verse)
I'm never gonna say what you won't know
I was looking in your head until the calling of your clothes(?)