to come across so strong
not broken down for anyone
to see how fuckin low I've come
Smoke in the eyes of everyone I love
and everyone who's there for me
Smiling through the rough
Only to fall apart when they can't see
but I'm tryna climb through
the cracks of your floor boards
If I could just pick my self up
and start moving forwards
If I let me down
I've only got myself to blame
(I've only got myself to blame)
I've only got myself to blame
they never say how hard it gets
we find out for ourselves in the end
when everything on which we depend
Just falls apart like a wasted trend
i hate
how everything is just a phase
i need a fucking break
and something to remove this sour taste
How can everything change
As often as the months
It's no surprise
That our families are all falling apart
I think I've had enough
(I've fucking had enough)
If I let me down
I've only got myself to blame
(I've only got myself to blame)
I've only got myself to blame