Imagine a sand beach
Imagine yourself as one small grain
Among millions like you
Imagine an ocean
Infinite, endlessly deep
Imagine yourself as one small grain
No goals, no dreams, no hope
I'm just indifferent
and tired
My mother said that as a child I was a little shy but joyful
I pointed cities from the world map and said that there we must go
Nowadays I don't even want to get out from the front door
It is the world that's bad, not me - it made me like this
Imagine
yourself like me
puny, useless, worthless, garbage
with only dark thoughts in your head
Imagine yourself without friends
A secret, no-one to tell
Imagine dreaming of murder with no consequences
My mother said that as a child I was a little shy but joyful
I pointed cities from the world map and said that there we must go
Nowadays I don't even want to get out from the front door
It is the world that's bad, not me - it made me like this
I used to love but now she's gone
I used to hate but I don't know how to anymore
I used to get drunk
but it doesn't make me feel any different anymore
I used to dream but today I decided to stop that too