It feels like I'm in a
constant battle with my
mind just to stay sane and
to stay happy what
ever happy is.
I guess more just to
stay satisfied with the
life I have. But what
more do I need. I
have a family who
loves me, friends who
make me laugh, and opp-
ortunities that
most aren't blessed with. Am I
being selfish? Am
I being high?
Why am I in
constant battle with my own
mind. Why can't I feel
satisfied. Maybe
I am satisfied
and that's the problem. Maybe
I have too high
expectations for this
world and need to
be lowered. But I'm lonely.
Why am I lonely?
Why am I in a
constant battle with my mind?
just to stay sane
and to stay happy what
ever happy is