Slut staggered and torn

Staggered and torn in a twisted affair
Try to keep it up but it's already there
Grinning at the world in a cynical way
Talking to myself though there's nothing to say
I thought I'd do it easily
To let it all go
And I thought it was the best for me
Busted and bound to the foot of the bed
I'm tapping around like I was already dead
Making it safe 'til there's nothing to fear
Living like this for the rest of the year
I thought I'd do it easily to let it all go
I thought it was the best for me, how do you do?
I wish that I never will regret
All the things that I have said
I hope you'll find a place to stay
I hope you'll return here anyway
And I thought it was the best for me, whatever I do
I thought it was the best for me, how do you do?
Sipping on a drink 'til the evening gets dark
If only I could move, if only I could walk
I thought I'd do it easily to let it all go
And I thought it was the best for me, how do you do?
I wish that I never ever regret
One of those things that I have said
I wish you'll find a place to stay
I hope you'll return to me one day
I hope you'll return here anyway
And I thought it was the best for me to let it all go
I thought it was the best for me, how do you do?