Sofía Campoamor feat. Jerome Walker equilibrium

I don't wanna be okay without you
But I will be, yeah I will be
I don't wanna know this place without you
It'll still be, and that kills me
And I don't wanna hear you say I'm ready
Oh, I believe you, that I don't need you
But I don't want my heartbeat to be steady
When I lose you, it just proves you right
The tighter I hold, the harder to release
The closer we get, the more the missing piece
Will there ever be equilibrium between things lost and things never found?
I keep trying to balance but I'm falling to the ground
Even if I knew to love you farther in the past
When you had to go, you'd still be gone too fast
Please don't think that this is painless
All the speeding, hides the bleeding
Oh my aim feels kinda aimless
This map I'm reading, it's misleading me
Cause I don't wanna tell you to forget me
Or to move on, it feels too wrong
But I know you'd never let me
Sing the same song, for too long
Will there ever be equilibrium between things lost and things never found?
I keep trying to balance but I'm falling to the ground
Even if I knew to love you farther in the past
When you had to go, you'd still be gone too fast
Any time is gone too fast
Any past is too far gone
If I slow down, don't turn round
We're going, going, gone
Will there ever be equilibrium between things lost and things never found?
I keep trying to balance but I'm falling to the ground
Even if I knew to love you farther in the past
When you had to go, you'd still be
When you had to go, you'd still be
When you had to go, you'd still be gone too fast