Solaris disconnected

I am a machine
Disconnected
Shut off from the source of my humanity
So quiet
So calloused
When will it return?
When will I find it again
Where is it hidden
The source, my sustenance
My shell is caving in, cracked at the foundation
Devolving ever closer to systematic collapse
Reconnect me x2
repair the man within
I need to feel again
Redirect me x2
Fashion my core with strength
Give meaning to this
Hopeless existence
I am lost without you
Surrounded by malfunction
The self-induced virus setting in
I've brought this destruction on myself (on myself)
Pierce the framework of this machine
Find the essence of what it means to be
Pierce the framework of this machine
Find the essence of what it means to be alive