Sonder opus of my own design

You're out there, so am I
I don't believe, I can't perceive the things you call decline
I live in this space and time, an opus of my own design
How is this grand?
Come inside and hear the tales the paintings softly coo
The rugs are lying perfect, yet they're awkwardly askew
No painter could define my shade of blue
Now I'm just a man,
Nebulous
To you I'll sing my malady, please follow, never slew
Just come with me. Am I the only one who goes out there?
Who's off beat, when I stand tall, while I read all my pain to you
Look through my glare
Come inside and hear the tales the paintings softly coo
The rugs are lying perfect, yet they're awkwardly askew
No painter could define my shade of blue
Now I'm just a man,
Nebulous to you
No painter
Define my shade of blue
Now I'm just a man
Nebulous