Sonic Syndicate my escape

I see the world
Through eyes of desperation
Never knew how long I'd fall
But I fell through years and years of darkness
Still I cannot seem to hit the ground
I let my guard down
And you caught me by surprise
Nothing is ever carved in stone
Will I spend my life
Wondering
What could have been
If I didn't throw it away?
Or will I struggle on
And find a better path
For myself
(For myself)
I've built my life
upon decades of experience
But what I built for years took days for you to erase
In the end
I learned that one single snowflake
can set an avalanche in motion
Some questions are dangerous
The truth is not an option
This is the illusion
I pulled down over your eyes
But I let my guard down
And you caught me by surprise
Nothing is ever carved in stone
Will I spend my life
Wondering
What could have been
If I didn't throw it away?
Or will I struggle on
And find a better path
For myself
(For myself)
I secure my every step
Slowly I advance away from you
How can I forgive you
When It wasn't your fault
Will I spend my life
Wondering
What could have been?
Will I spend my life
Wondering
What could have been
If I didn't throw it away?
Or will I struggle on
And find a better path
For myself
(For myself)
Will I spend my life
Wondering
What could have been
If I didn't throw it away?
Or will I struggle on
And find a better path
For myself
(For myself)