Sons of Nothing head full of smoke

Head full of smoke
Sunlight in my eyes
Day like any other day
Away in my disguise
Head full of smoke
Narcoleptic heart
I want to tell you everything
But I don't know where to start
Head full of smoke
Poison in my bones
Luckily I can't conceive of
Too much time alone
Head full of smoke
Breathless and askew
Lost my equilibrium
There's nothing I can do
This would be a lot easier if you hated me
And I wait for your reply
Head full of smoke
Sickness in my soul
Used to have a childhood
Now it's just a bleeding hole
Head full of smoke
Wildfire in my brain
All those secrets burning up
I can't keep away, I can't keep away
One of these days
Gonna get a little human soul
I won't be so out of reach
One of these days
Gonna get a little self control
Gonna practice what I preach
Head full of smoke
Ashes in my hands
There.s no such thing
As a second chance
This would be a lot easier if you hated me