Soulitaire in between this noise

Not mad I know
but still I feel a lot
like losing my mind
You said it all
but once seems not enough
not even from you
in between this noise
all this real confusing noise
is a voice that says it all
oh so calm and soft to hear
but in between this noise
all this deafening noise
it is hard to keep the focus
real hard not to disappear
Not bad, I know
but also not enough
not even close
it hurts to see
but easy will not come
without some pain