i wont let you ruin me
no matter how hard you try
all the weight of the mistakes i've made…
all the weight of all my lies…
you can't wait to see me bleed
maybe i'll show you
where to stick the knife
i'll be resilient until the end
at least i think i might
i'm trying not to
break down
i don't know what you want from me
and i don't really care
i thought i loved you
but the feeling fades
now i despise you
for even being there
i won't let you ruin me
i won't let you win
these voices keep on calling me
paranoia is creeping in
i'm trying not to
break down