Daddy I think I love you cause I hate you so much that I must love you
I put mommy above you
cause she played her position and loved me unconditionally like you never have
I wasnât that bad I wasnât no Damien child the only way I could have been is cause you birth me
Hurt me scarred me so deeply I have trouble committing to any man cause I think heâs gonna leave me Like you left me and mommy every birthday to see you would make me so happy
One day in the year and you couldnât come check me to busy to come check me
The way you affect me Iâm constantly fighting to not affect me
I thought it was cool it didnât bother me I only realise like last week
I was talking to Shorts about slush puppies he mentioned my father and were was he
Subconsciously my head tilted like a lover thatâs been jilted
I speak painfully whenever I think of you my eyes start to squint whenever I vision you
Like the visions I see are visions of evil
But still I could be wrong in my visions of what your like
But I canât really remember what you look like
Chorus
I am daddies little girl
That makes me tough
He never held my hand
I am daddies little girl
That makes me tough
I hope you can understand
Have you never considered your old age flipping through the papers for the racing page
Looking at pennies to put a bet up in the bookies
Looking at women but too old for the nookie
Canât get a cookie out of any cookie jar your spars them pass on long time star
Wish you could spar with the spar them ca white rum by yourself it just cant get you charged
Looked upon by youths who pass you and barge like old man move these premonitions I give to you
Without any charge thatâs free old boy like a hug from you old boy
Like a kiss any the cheek saying how was school old boy or happy birthday me old boy
But still youâre an old boy grey hair fill your head like an old man
When your hands them a shake whoâs gonna hold your hand
I guess it will be one of my eight siblings yea eight six different mothers straight
I didnât grow with them I hardly know them my flesh and my blood to me thatâs heart breaking
I wanna link them I hope they patience and ovastanding
To know when Iâm standing face to face with them I feel abandoned
I see my father in the eyes and I just canât stand him
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