Spell madame psychosis

As I sank into my mind
Complacent not satisfied
She fell upon me by surprise
A gaze that thawed what once was numb
The voice that found me struck me dumb
Could only shiver in her sun
Look into her eyes
And if she calls out your name
Then you'll need her
Listen to her voice
No matter what she says
You'll believe her
Alone and wretched on the shore
Worthless till I found some more
Nothing left here to adore
My purpose suddenly came clear
At any cost I'll draw her near
And cease to suffer pain and fear
Without return I willingly
Both disfigure her and me
Veil my love with tragedy
With every breath her name I'll sing
And give myself to suffering
No matter what this fate will bring