SpellMe honestly

I was fine but petrified
You were closing up on what wanted to hide
I didn't know how to act
No, no
The thing about a mystery
Is that it's always quite interesting
As long as it is intact
And I am one of those who finds it hard to open up to those around me
Well, that's who I am
And when you come around
Start asking all these questions about me
Please understand
That I can honestly say
It feels good to have someone that bothers about me
Well, it's hard to trust
And I can honestly say
I'm terrified
The things I hold inside
Will be taken away
'Cause there's a lot on my twisted mind
So please just let me take my time
Now I don't mean to be a drag
Putting up rules on how you should act
'Cause that's not the deal, no
I'm just trying to explain
That somehow I feel ashamed
Expressing what I feel
And I am one of those who find it hard
Showing my fears and
That's who I am
And when somebody's near
I feel awkward, as my tears are appearing
So please understand
That I can honestly say
It feels good to have someone that bothers about me
Well, it's hard to trust
And I can honestly say
I'm terrified
The things I hold inside
Will be taken away
'Cause there's a lot on my twisted mind
So please just let me take my time
'Cause it's not your fault
It's not you at all
I created a vault
Made up by big walls
And it worked out fine when I was alone
But now comes the time that you're breaking them down
That I can honestly say
It feels good to have someone that bothers about me
Well, it's hard to trust
And I can honestly say
I'm terrified
The things I hold inside
Will be taken away
'Cause there's a lot on my twisted mind
So please just let me take my time
My time