Spetsnaz solace

A stalemate between feelings and reason
A moment without thoughts or words
A world reborn yet another season
Calm waters reflect my soul
But somewhere in the dark someone's whispering my name
A relentless reminder of guilt and shame
Poking, probing with persistence
The sea is awake and alive with truth
The waves wash away my past
Glory days of innocence and youth
They've all been fading fast
And somewhere in the dark someone's whispering my name
A relentless reminder of guilt and shame
Poking, probing with persistence
With every tide my spirit's revived
Secrets hidden and lost
The surface lies still with wild streams below
And through my veins the rivers flow
Time has come to face the truth
The moment is here at last
Glory days of innocence and youth
They've all been fading fast