Spiral orange tree

I can't stand this pulsation!
I can't stand those machines inside my head
Oh I miss you so much!
How I yearn for you, tiny!
I haven't found a hero
To find you and bring you back
A fool and a cat are all I have
From now on, I can only go forth
The city plays with me
Pigeons are waiting for a sign!
Clumsy deities of concrete
Their square eyes
Are watching me!
They order, faster and faster
Harder and harder, more and more
I can't still be here and now
Everything is becoming more numerous
Inside me, not outside
Tissue explodes
Rips apart
Reforms
Muscles
Pulse in my head...