It's harder now to remember your face.
It's not you in my dreams anymore.
When I met you I was afraid, but I wasn't too far gone.
But look at me and the things that I've done.
If I could do it over, I'd see it
Like a fool, I believed it
I've never been so wrong
I kept my head in the clouds
Now my heart is in the ground ‘till the end
I tell you, I'll complete the mission
Throw my demons in the back; start living
Leave you dying in the cold
But look at me and the things that I've done
If I could make you bleed, I would do it
I'd die to put you through it
You're a cancer after all
You put the gun in my hands
When you failed to understand me at all
I keep it down, try to conceal it
Turn my back on the hate that I'm feeling
Be reborn in the sun
But look at me and the things that I've done
I can't do this all by myself
I've had enough
I thought that you
were the one
who could save
us from Hell
It's harder now than I ever conceived
You're all alone now
or at least that's what I'd like to believe