i am done being the selfless boy
i'm told i once was
because nothing makes an asshole
out of one more than love.
on that truth i'm dependent
while i claim my independence,
i refuse to speak my mind.
i am a freak of my own kind.
too tired, too tired for anything
and nearing the bitter end
of a weak and fraying string.
holding my indifference
as a sign of my existence,
i am wholly what i lack.
so fuck this shitty (track?)
i tried,
but fuck trying when
there's just doing
and succeeding.
there's just proving it
there's just living up to shit.
I'm so sick of it
I'm so sick of it