it's so weird i still live here
it's so weird i still know you
so weird i still love you
so weird i'm still alive.
every day i awake
and i'm truly amazed
i made it another day.
i'm too afraid to kill myself
and too afraid to really live.
every day is the same
every night is the same
so weird i ended up here
every kiss is the same
every love is the same
so weird i ended up here
so weird i still lie here
so weird i can't talk
so weird i can't move
so weird i'm still alive.
if i were to leave this place
tonight and not turn back
i'd end up where i started
i'm too afraid to kill myself
and too afraid to really love.
every day is the same
every night is the same
so weird i ended up here
every drug is the same
every fight is the same
so weird i never change
every kiss is the same
every love is the same
so weird i ended up here
every day is the same
every night is the same
so weird i never change