Stormcast dysthymia

Can you feel this state of mine?
My own obsession, this sickness in my mind?
Where emotions are dissected
And common sense is neglected
And all is lost...
You, who have never tasted love
You, so oblivious to pain
You, who defiled life itself
A nightmare within nightmare's domain
Sleepless nights, heart full of sin
Leaving me to rot away
Rain falls, gods hear my plea
Another life, another sacrifice
Tangled in the web of the unknown
Not what they promised, not what I was told
To regain my strength I delay
For this incompetence I must pay
This burden for life
You, who have never tasted love
You, so oblivious to pain
Rain falls, gods hear my plea
Another life, another sacrifice
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