Story of the Year my home

It's been a long year, anxious and waiting as life passes me by
Well I'm here looking for something I don't know if I'll ever find
I hate how this ends, words from an old friend
That I've never wanted to hear
They'll find me again out in the ocean just smiling as she pulls me in
This is who I am, I'm lost and alone
Hoping tonight I'll find my way home
This is who I am, I'm lost and alone
Hoping that I find my way home
My home
Now my fears scream through the morning like words wanted to say
But this time I swear
I will fuck up a good thing by thinking I know anything
This is who I am, I'm lost and alone
Hoping tonight I'll find my way home
This is who I am, I'm lost and alone
Hoping that I find my way home
My home
If all we have are castles made of sand
Then I fear the storm will take me
And all my plans will fall right through my hands
No, I can't let you defeat me
No, I can't let you defeat me
This is who I am, I'm lost and alone
Hoping tonight I'll find my way home
This is who I am, I'm lost and alone
Hoping that I find my way home
My home