I'm lying in bed sleepless with beads of sweat on my forehead
Thoughts chase me through the night and confuse my head
I can feel my heart, the pulse is getting faster
I'm alone, I turn on the light, it doesn't get any brighter
Shadows on the wall reach out to me
It seems as if the whole house is alive, I have to get out of here
No - there - is - back
firm decision, it will happen what must happen
There is a war behind my eyes
It is up to me whether I lose or win
Come and wake the devil under my skull
Chaos has the power
The whole night
I open my eyes wide now I'm no longer alone
Everyone talks to me, fingers point at me
I hear them laughing but they're making a fool of themselves
Because soon they'll scream ha ha and then I'll laugh
Wide pupils, iron will, the calm before the storm
I love the panic before the dead silence
Under my coat, cold metal
Fingers caress the barrel this time no one is stopping me
There's a war behind my eyes
It's up to me whether I lose or win
Come and wake up the devil under my blanket of shame
The chaos has the power
All night
Now it's over too late no matter I had no choice
My ritual of torment was totally triumphant
Pulse normal the silence I enjoy
It's always like this when I shed blood
No one would have ever thought what I could be capable of
But look here, look at me, am I a whole man now?
With power like a god I saw life red
It was an easy game, most of them were already dead
Is it madness or love of hate
What makes my blood freeze and my soul burn out
Who is normal and where is the line
Between right and wrong, good and bad
I am just a product of our time, ready for anything
What can happen to me, I have nothing to lose
When will the war in people's minds end
He won't listen to my rampage, he won't stop
He won't stop the rampage, he won't stop
He won't stop on my killing spree, it won't stop
My killing spree