From the passions I derive an idea
Like a parasite it determines me
(If) I am idealist
Always contradict
My conjured metaphysic
Defining who I am
Birthing the absurd
Collapsing on me like a neutron star
In the…
I watch in disgust
While you play-out your dumb show
How miserable our reason
I ask my self why you exist
If there ever there was appeal
It never went deep enough
I don't have to like this place
(I resent you)
To find my peace
First-rate hope, faith, Prozac, indoctrinate
And we regress perpetually
No matter the outcome
I'll die laughing in the end
I'd fight for you
Yet I don't know you
And you're like me
You're like me.
A stranger to myself
A stranger to all else