Susan Haynes not that bad

I can watch it rain these days
An' I don't get so down
An' I can smile an' think of you
When bedtime rolls around
I'm not the poor, poor me I used to be
When I think of what we had
Yeah, I'll admit, it hurts sometimes
But not that bad
So what brings you to Jacksonville?
Me, I'm here for work
I heard you went an' settled down
Somewhere around Fort Worth
Yeah, I'd love a drink, oh, but I don't think
Your wife would understand
I'll admit, I want you still
But not that bad
Life is going good
I'm getting by the best I can
I'm still not out of love with you
But I'm closer than, I've ever been
Life is going good
I'm getting by the best I can
I'm still not out of love with you
But I'm closer than, I've ever been
Don't tell me where you'll be tonight
Let's just say goodbye
I'm sure no one would ever know
Oh, but that don't make it right
If you give in to lust, break her trust
The guilt will drive you mad
You don't really need me now
Not that bad
Believe me, you don't need me now
Not that bad