Sweet Ascent what i m missing

I never wanted you to be alone with me
'cause I'm so afraid of who I used to be
The funny thing about change is how it really feels like no difference at all
Is this really real?
I sold my soul to the things that my body wanted and by these choices I have made I am daily haunted
I sold my soul to Rock & Roll and this life I'm living
and all I ask of you now is to be forgiving
Someday I'll be able to look past these scars I have
Someday this broken mess will be made whole
and I'll sing each night until I feel complete
'Cause these words they ring true for both you and me
And is this change real or memorization of what I'm told?
Do I see growth?
Or complication of my soul?
Negativity has taken over me
I'm hollow and lifeless
But to hear these words sung back at me
I know I can fight this
Someday I'll be able to look past these scars I have
Someday this broken mess will be made whole
and I'll sing each night until I feel complete
'Cause these words they ring true for both you and me
I write these words about my addictions
I tell myself I have good intentions
My therepy but no one to listen
That's always been what I'm missing
Someday I'll be able to look past these scars I have
Someday this broken mess will be made whole
and I'll song each night until I feel complete
'Cause these words they ring true for both you and me