System Syn confession

springtime and the storm had passed
the search had long since ended
a man would find her thawing in the leaves
the ice of winter had preserved the scene
but could not tell the reasons
she said I know you want to leave
but I can't do this on my own
I know that this is wrong
but I don't want to die alone
and now there's no one left to tell them
that she didn't want to live
I swear I've never felt so helpless
as when she handed me the gun
and only tears would come
she said I know you want to leave
but I can't do this on my own
I know that this is wrong
but I don't want to die alone
she said I know you want to leave
but I can't do this on my own
I can't do this on my own
I can't do this
god help me I just left her there
drove away as she was dying
I never felt so close to Hell
she said I know you want to leave
but I can't do this on my own
I know that this is wrong
but I don't want to die alone
I don't want to die alone
she didn't want to die alone
springtime and the storm had passed
the search had long since ended
a man would find her thawing in the leaves
the ice of winter had preserved the scene
but could not tell the reasons
we'd never been so close to Hell